Dear you..

your affection, your deep love, that I've never tasted before..

I love you

Totally Yours To Affection

Dear Universe,

Have you ever heard about your very Significant Others? Or maybe you already have one.

this is how I describe mine:

He's like my Beautiful Sunrise in the morning,
He wind the Summer Breeze in my day, then
He turn into my breath taking Star in the night
He let me assess him and characterized his personality
He let me defined him :p
He let me to feel sleepy in the middle of our dates :p
He let me to sleep in the middle of our movie in the cinema!
He let me bitching about my Psychological study
He let me to study when he was with me
Yes, he help me studying
He let me to yawning in our midnight talk on the phone :p
He let me to express what I'm mad about
He let me to eat everything I want :9
He's not trying to make me Bulimic or Anorexic (Duh)
He let me watching Glee
He let me became a Drama Queen after that
He let me to adore John Mayer (?)(!)
He let me to say what I need to say
He let me to have a Public Display Affection (Bahahahaha)
He understand and help me if I become obsessed on some thought
He want to explain the same thing over and over again
He's so smart
He takes my breath away
He listen when I bitching on the same issues
He listen to my dream (and noted it)
I think he let me and help me if I become neurotic
He made me relax over my anxiousness
He let me to watch Drama
He let me to watch Musical Drama
He let me to watch Romantic movies
He will accompany me to watch Psychopathy movie that I'm so scared about for my studies sake (Duh)
He's willing to watch any movies I will pick
He's so understanding
He's a very good listener
He said I'm his Wonderwall
He let and help me catch my dream!
He let me to working on my Docent's Assistant job (why I wrote this one?)
He let me to teach and help my Junior
He let me to teach male students (Really?)
He help me to save the world :)
He's empowering me
He's empowering me with Desserts :p
He's Forever
He let me to possess him (!)
He let me fantasizing about my dream of Fairy Tale
He let me to be a Princess
He said he will make me a Queen :)
He will make my Fairy Tale dream come true ♥
He let me to share everything
He let me to be my self
He let me to be better
He make me love my self

and the important thing is.. He is Him.
I love him the way he is and those description I wrote is the sweetest addition from God and I'm so grateful that those things coloring our love.
Finish? Actually there are many things in my mind but I wanted to keep it for just me :)

Oh another thing!

He is m.i.n.e

Yes, I love you back, Der ♥


Sincerely,
Totally Yours To Affection (Tyta) :p

Are You A Man Too Perfect To Be Really True?

Prince Charming: 
"Do I love you because you're beautiful, or are you beautiful because I love you?
Am I making believe I see in you a girl too lovely to be really true?"


Cinderella:
 "Am I making believe I see in you a man too perfect to be really true?
Do I want you because you're wonderful, or are you wonderful because I want you?"

"Are you the sweet invention of a lover's dream or are you really as wonderful as you seem?"

Knowing Yourself Like The Back Of Your Hand

“Many people suffer from the fear of finding oneself alone, and so they don't find themselves at all.”

― Rollo May, Man's Search For Himself

“Your visions will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.”

― C.G. Jung

Well, my education isn't complete without me sharing it to the universe.
Postingan kali ini cuma sekedar advice yang pengen gue bagi ke orang yang happened to be here as my reader buat jadi seseorang yang tau tentang dirinya sendiri dengan baik dengan tujuan agar bisa berkembang dan maju dengan cara tau kelemahan dan kelebihan masing-masing :)
Once Socrates having a word of wisdom that tell us: “My friend...care for your psyche...know thyself, for once we know ourselves, we may learn how to care for ourselves"

Esensi dari judul postingan ini klise sih memang, but it's true!
I mean like totally. Siapa sih yang gapengen keluar dari seluruh failure or mistakes that being repeat all over the lifetime? 
Then I thought, one of the roots or cause of those problems is because you happened to not knowing yourself completely. 
Atau mungkin bisa juga, lo ngerasa udah sepenuhnya paham tentang diri dan bahkan lingkungan di sekitar lo. But the fact? It just your defense, itu hanya menjadi sebuah tameng diri karena lo terlalu takut untuk menghadapi kenyataan yang sesungguhnya, yang mungkin tanpa disadari membuat lo jadi takut untuk mengakui hal tersebut. 

“A man wrapped up in himself makes a very small parcel.”

― John Ruskin

You can judge in and out kalo misalnya menganggap gue ini sok tau atau sok memberi tau, but relax! just leave and forget this post existence :) 

Sekarang ini, gue cuma mau memberikan cara yang simple buat mengetahui diri sendiri, yaitu Introspeksi Diri!
Yes, I just said that! Salah satu tipe seseorang yang bisa sukses dan berkembang adalah dia tau dirinya sendiri dan dia bisa meng-introspeksi dirinya dan mau mengakui apa yang ada dalam dirinya.
So, I dare to start with myself first :D

First, I am an Introvert and I'm proud of it! Buang jauh-jauh stereotipe yang menyatakan kalo misalnya para introvert itu adalah orang yang punya hubungan sosial yang buruk, pendiam, atau aneh. Ga ada pemisah antara Introvert dan Extrovert yang menyatakan yang mana yang lebih baik kok. Kenapa gue bilang gini? Karena gue ngerasa banyak para Introvert yang ngerasa malu mengungkapkan preferensi dirinya karena adanya stereotipe ini di lingkungan, say to the people who underestimates you Introvert people: "Ah! You Shallow Believer!" :p
Second, I'm an overly sensitive person, hehehe, gue emang orang yang sangat amat sensitif dan peka (mungkin karena itu pula jadi cenderung observant dan orientasinya ke psikologi)
Third, I'm an introvert so I tend to spend my time alone, which mean gue ga banyak menghabiskan waktu buat jalan-jalan atau malam mingguan dan berpergian kesana kemari nyobain tempat-tempat yang hits gituh. :p
Fourth, gue sangat emosional dalam arti intuitif dan sangat perasa, hehe makanya ga jarang dalam memikirkan sesuatu suka diasosiasikan dengan nilai-nilai perasaan 
Fifth, I am a bookworm, knowledge enthusiast, and maybe a nerd! hahaha I'm so proud of it! for those who feel the same, jangan ngerasa insecure lah dengan 'Kelebihan' ini. Gue sadar buku itu banyak manfaatnya, it makes you not 'pointless', dan kenapa juga mesti malu dibilang nerd? Give me a label as a 'Nerd' and I could be the best nerd you would ever know! :) 

“Books are those faithful mirrors that reflect to our mind the minds of sages and heroes.”

― Edward Gibbon

Sixth, I'm weird, like seriously.... Karena gue sendiri ngerasa kalo misalnya apa yang gue lakukan based on fantasy or imagination yang gatau asal muasalnya dan mungkin gue bisa tertuduh menjadi orang yang berdelusinasi :p 
But cmon'.. There's no such thing as a 'Common People' yang straight dan general dan terlalu ngikutin life demand. Have your own style and proud of it!
Masih banyak lagi sih... kayak misalnya gue itu orangnya over think, too strict, anxiety, tend to not finish something, and this and that and thoooose thing that I couldn't say it one by one in here.

Well, I know it's not easy to step out from your comfort zone, but that doesn't mean it's IMPOSSIBLE!
My Lady Audrey Hepburn once said: "Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible!"
Untuk melakukan hal-hal sesuai diri kamu emang butuh waktu, but you will find the advantages from that. Believe me!

Oiya, tapi satu hal yang harus kamu ingat! Melakukan setiap hal sesuai dengan diri kamu juga bukan berarti keluar dari aturan, nilai, atau norma yang ada, jangan sampe juga hal yang kamu lakuin itu emang suatu hal yang melanggar peraturan, karena dimanapun juga, kalau hal itu sudah 'berbeda' dengan standar lingkungan atau budaya disekitar kamu, hal itu ga akan dinilai menjadi hal yang benar. So please be wise. 
With having you as a reader and could reach my blog, I supposed you're mature enough to understand and perceiving this. 

“Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.”

― Aristotle

Thanks for your precious time :)
Good luck with your Self-Introspection! 
Love, -D